Friend,
As a Mason for 33 years...and as a Christian pastor, I applaud your interest and your gentle manner. The
ancient landmarks require a belief in a supreme being. Pantheism should not be a barrier to your quest for Masonic light. That is my interpretation. You may want to visit with a brother in the state or province where you reside. It is always good to make local connections. They will be of limitless value to you as you proceed. I hope that is helpful information.
Bill Peake