Bro. Arthur,
I agree that "light" is something individual, personal, and something that one has to find/discover/work for himself.
Personally, I do not expect to be spoon-fed with it; though, I have just started my search for "it" ... I believe it is something one may have to travel far for and possibly may never find if one is seeking and/or searching in the wrong places.
What are the right places? ... Trust me brother: If I knew the right place or knew it to be reached easily, I would open up a hot dog stand and sell it there ...
Just kidding: If I truely found it or felt near it, I would look around and search for worthy brethren to share it with. ... I may have discovered some aspects of it (the G.A.O.T.U. be the judge of that), and I may open my heart to a brother or so and share my experiences with him, but I do not consider my findings to be the solely correct way of looking at things ...
I, thus, encourage you, brother: Continue your journey as I do mine and don't be bothered with the troubles of others, unless you truely consider them your brethren and you feel obligated (from the bottom of your heart) to "aid and assist" such "worthy distressed" brethren ...
Sincerely,
Bro. Markus